So there are days that you just don't want to socialize but if you're like me on school, you are required. Or the things you have done and you don't want your parents to know... Let just say that everybody say something sometimes that they actually don't mean. Want to know what I really mean? :)

Italic = anyone

Bold = Me in real life

Normal = What I actually mean

1)

'Are you angry at me?'

'No, I'm just really tired and that's the reason why I'm remarkably quiet.'

Actually, I'm pissed off by you but I just don't have the energy to argue with you.

2)

'Mom, I'm going upstairs to make my homework.'

I'm going to do anything except my homework for three hours.

3)

Your classmate tells you something and you do not know how to reply.

'Okay.'

I have no clue how to reply at that unnecessary thing you told me so I just said okay.

4) 

'What were you saying?'

I totally heard what you said but I just want to know if you have the bravery to say it again.

5) 

Mom: 'Do you know how I get rid of this pop up message?'

I: 'No sorry ask dad.'

Of course I know how to do it, I am just too lazy to do it.

6)

Mom: 'Why do you always study till midnight or later?'

I: 'Ask school! They give me so many homework to do.'

Eh... I think I have a YouTube obsession and that's why I start learning at nine o'clock but no one has to know *awkward laughing*.

7) 

'Did you understand the homework?'

I know I can do my homework because I'm smart enough but I just didn't do it. In fact, I didn't even open my books for this subject. So please give me the ANSWERS!

8)

'What are we eating tonight?'

I probably know the answer but I just want to check again and suggest something I want to eat.

9) 

Person: 'You look so sad, are you okay?'

Me: 'Yeah I'm fine.'

There is something happening in my life that is not as happy as I'm usually are, BUT that doesn't mean I need it to tell you.

10)

'Sorry, I don't have money.'

I actually have ten euro in my wallet but hey who needs to know?

11)

'Can I borrow your (fill in any school supplies)?'

'Here you go.'

I'm actually really annoyed that you don't have your own supplies but I'm trying to be a good person, even that I know that I will never see that pen back again. 

12)

'Are you coming tomorrow?'

'Well, I need to ask my parents.'

They probably will say yes but I don't know if I will be in the mood to turn up then.

13) 

'You still need to pay me back remember?'

Yeah of course I remember.'

God, I was hoping you forgot it because I'm broke.

14) 

*laughing at something a person said*

I just don't know how to reply at you so I will just laugh.

15)

'But everybody had a bad mark.'

I am just saying this so you will be less furious on me, mom.

16) 

'Never mind.'

I don't want to repeat myself for the third time so let just stop this conversation.

17)

'It wasn't that important.'

Everything in life is important, like why would I otherwise tell you this?!

18) 

'I'm tired.'

I slept 5 hours because I had to study for a test that we are going to have later today and I just don't have the energy to reply to anything what you are saying right now.

19)

'It's okay.'

It's obviously not okay but I just don't want to talk to you and see you anymore so thank god it is weekend. Leave me.

20)

Me on WhatsApp: Haha

I just don't know how to reply so I just type haha so you don't think I was ignoring you. 

I feel like I'm a bad, bad person. But remember, I'm not always like this *smiling*. If you are the same, please tell me so I don't need to be ashamed. Hope you like it and Bye!

X Gwendolyne

Okay, so I have disappeared from my blog for more than a week. Sorry? Excuse? School, homework, essays, tests bla bla bla. Those reasons are a third of my reasons why I have published nothing. Another reason is that I have none inspiration, like nothing. It is crazy, because my mind has never been empty. Like so empty that I just can't bring up anything. Except a little bit of the things that I have learnt for the tests that I had but that doesn't count at all! Like my whole brain was gone to vacation I think. I actually had none inspiration at all. Also I think I had a little youtube marathon... #NoShame. So I actually didn't do my homework good and stuff but just sat in my chair watching loads of Youtube videos. Like, I actually watch a whole hour phan video, where they were playing undertale. Like wth, I never watch that amount of time in one video! So to make it a little bit better that I have been gone for a long time -> Here some youtubers that are awesome and you definitely need to watch. :)

A L I S H A  M A R I E

https://www.youtube.com/user/macbby11/featured

https://www.youtube.com/user/vlogbby11

AlishaMarie is the first one I had ever subscribe to. I think I started like getting obsessed with youtube and discovering youtubers was in 2014-2015? Which is really late. I don't know. I always thought that I didn't need it or something like that,  I WAS WRONG. AlishaMarie is a really girly Youtube channel I think. The content of her video are usually lifestyle, routines, DIY and so many more items. I have to admit that recently i am not into these like 'girly' videos. I prefer videos with a lot of humour. 

This was the first video I saw of her.

C O N N O R  F R A N T A

https://www.youtube.com/user/ConnorFranta/featured

He is one of my favourites. He is like a inspiration for me. His videos could have a meaningless content but sometimes he upload videos with poems, things about life and what his point of view is about things. To me he looks like a wonderful human being to hang out and his videos are so warm and full of I don't know, can you call it love? I am also a fan of his Instagram. His pictures like are taken so beautiful. He also has a book: A Work In Progress. I really wanted that book but I still haven't bought it yet...

Two of his recently videos:

 T R O Y E  S I V A N

https://www.youtube.com/user/TroyeSivan18/featured

So I'm a huge Troye Sivan fan. His music is just amazing but his videos are also awesome. Recently he is not uploading a lot of videos on his channel because he is focusing on his music career. But god, his videos are just full of happiness and always make you smile. Go check his former videos. I'm like on a Troye Sivan early videos marathon, which is not good but he is just so cute and adorable, haha. Okay, that sounded totally as a creepy stalker. But go check him out. :) #BlueNeighbourhood My favourite songs of his album are Surburbia, Lost Boy, Blue, Youth etc. Okay I admit, I like the whole album haha.

 T H A T C H E R  J O E

https://www.youtube.com/user/ThatcherJoe/featured

https://www.youtube.com/user/ThatcherJoeVlogs

Thatcherjoe aka Joe sugg is the king of pranking. He pranks his friends a lot of time and his videos are always full of happiness and the main thing is to make you smile. He has a graphic novel, Username Evie, and is the sibling of Zoe Sugg. He acts like a fool to be our entertainment and I have to admit, he is doing a great job. *laughing* He also vlogs daily but he doesn't want to admit. But we all know he is a daily vlogger :)

Favourite prank video:

  D A N  H O W E L L  & P H I L  L E S T E R

https://www.youtube.com/user/AmazingPhil/featured

https://www.youtube.com/user/danisnotonfire/featured

https://www.youtube.com/user/DanAndPhilGAMES

Danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil are two best friends and roommates who both make videos about their life. Dan usually make videos about how awkward and weird his life is but he is totally adorable. Phil makes videos about things that happens to him in his strange life. Including his hate for cheese, anime and so many more things. I am not a long subscriber to them so I don't know a lot of them. But I really think they are funny and there are many related things about what they say. If your day was like poop, go watch them. I promise, they will cheer you up. They also share a gaming channel where they play like the sims, scary games and games where they play against each other.  

 Z O E L L A
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWRV5AVOlKJR1Flvgt310Cw
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrUbqTCagwsaP2Fmr0p1TsA

Zoe Sugg is a British vlogger and beauty girl. Her channel also contains a lot of baking videos. I have to admit, at first I didn't really liked the videos of Zoe because it was about like beauty, fashion and lifestyle, so it took very long before I subscribe to her. But sometimes I just go to her channel and watch one of her videos and then went to a other channel. But in 2015 I finally subscribed to her! And she is actually really nice to watch. But I like her vlogs more and yes I'm still watching her vlogmas. I know, I'm really after schedule. But there are so many videos! 

I N G R I D  N I L S E N
https://www.youtube.com/user/missglamorazzi/featured
Ingrid Nilsen channel contains Diy's, Beauty, Lifestyle and sometimes recipes. I really like her personality and her videos are always really happy. Yesterday I used a recipe of her and it was delicious. 



So this was the post. Hope you enjoy it a little bit and I will pray that my inspiration will come back as soon as possible. Okay bye! And these are just a collection of some youtubers. If there is one that I still don't know, please tell. :)

X Gwendolyne

This will be the last article of the places that I have been to in the Holidays. :(

Helloo!
So from December 28th until December 30th I was in Berlin! It was very nice and I have seen a lot of things but it was freaking cold, o dear. But I just collected some pictures to tell you all what I did. This is not everything I did but just to show you what you can do in Berlin. ^_^

⇣     Lets go! ⇣  



So because we wanted to be there in the afternoon we had to go very early -> 5 A.M! But actually it had nothing to do with me because I was just sleeping in the car and I was sitting in front so that was super comfortable. After I think 6 hours we arrived in Berlin!








Berliner Dom



I thought that this was really creative.










Fooooood !































  
Then we went to the Fernsehturm.






We also got some sushi as lunch in this department store.






After that we walked to Potsdamer Platz and Checkpoint Charlie.






Like, how gross is this. That my friends, are tiny tiny little spat out chewing gum. All these small dots, that look like little rhinestones are freaking chewing gum, millions of chewing gum. And not only this piece of wall. Look at the one next to it and the other one etcetera. I actually have a close up of it, risking that I was going to vomit but I will spare you. 



Some adorable lightdecorations.




Checkpoint Charlie.









And of course Kaufhaus Des Westens. 

And then we got dinner. This time I remembered to take pictures.



Mine.



My aunt.



Mine.



My dad.



My little brother.



My mom.



My aunt. 

And also some light decorations in the dark.










I bought these jellies at the supermarket next to the hotel so I needed to try one, haha. 

30th  D E C E M B E R  OF  2 0 1 5

This was the last day that we were staying in Berlin, so we checked out really early, but before that we need to eat something of course.



After checking out the first destinations was the East Side Gallery aka the Berlin Wall and the Oberbaumbrücke. Here some pictures:
















I liked this one the most, I don't know why. At first sight it will look scary but the colours make it such beautiful art.





Next destination: Berlin Wall Memorial






And then my little brother started eating his huge pretzel.



Then we drove past Berlin-Charlottenburg and a museum which I don't know the name of and some buildings. 






And then we went to the Olympiastadion!






And our last destination was Potsdam. We didn't see a lot of things there because the main thing that we stopped there was also that we were starving.






Then we finally went eating, yes all day I'm just waiting for food.





Some dishes that we ordered.



We also went to Karstadt, a quite famous department store and there I bought a dreamcatcher necklace that I love. 



Sorry for the bad quality but it was a little dark outside haha. 

That was my little roundtrip in Berlin. Hope you like it and if you have been to Berlin or is going to, tell me. :)

Bye. X Gwendolyne